I know I did said about not gonna write anything that is personal but I do feel sometimes, we all have to let everything out of the chest since there's no one else to share. Despite that, I will let some questions unanswered and let those who bothered to read have a thought of it. Metaphors are included.
It's been a real good time recently for the past few months and I couldn't be more happier than anything that I can imagine. Most of the time we had fun all over the place, there are a few ups and downs but certainly we did managed to overcome it.
Financially, we managed ourselves together smartly a little bit above the par.
Moving on into the next term, problems arose. Things are partially less than adequate. Time and gold have become a real issue; often questioned if an individual could support the other one, as the other one had been supporting that particular individual more and more time. Personally, I was ashamed of myself, I truly do. Everyone knows it, he knows it, she knows it best.
He began to think of a way to solve this problem. Demands and requests are piling up. When a kettle reaches its boiling point, it whistles. The kettle then started to ask the one that put it on the stove; are you going to pour it out of me and start making something delicious, perhaps a cup of hot chocolate?
Having being left waited for a long time, the kettle that was hot filled with boiled water cooled down. Like a mademoiselle standing on top of the mountain, waiting with hopes she would be greeted with lots of love and lavish promises by the King of a huge kingdom, where His royal subjects sing praises of His kingly name. With doubts, she began to ponder, and cry; shedding tears for the one who promised her with pathetic promises but resulted with nothing.
Efforts - is what I need to show. Results - are the best thing I could present to you. Hopes are nothing mere than a form of non substances man can think of but in the end will get trampled. Efforts are what man can ever do to get rewarded a with beautiful results. Luck is a blessing what all mankind need and asked from The Almighty One.
As for now, Yours Truly have lost your trust. He shall not promise you anything, but will do his bestest efforts provide you.
To Thee Lord, if only the stars were on my side, maybe You would see this fate that I'm left with wasn't meant to be mine.
Sincerly,
Daniel
I will do my best; from now onwards.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Jobs
If there's any job offer out there kindly tell me. I'd love to earn side income, plus I want to collect some cash to pay for my fees this semester. It's a bomb! RM6,332.45.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
No updates
Currently, there's nothing new to write. No ideas at all. I prefer not to write something personal as I've decided not to involve my feelings and whatever it is related to what I feel and my romantic relationship with my girlfriend. Instead, I'll be looking into writing on more general and public content.
Some might say reading about myself is much more interesting, some however would probably say that writing too much about myself is giving out too much information and thus linking myself towards the title of a weakling. Ew? What? I'm the King!
We'll see how and what I'll blog about. Maybe my wish list?
And if you're wondering again and yes, I'm still in this tight budget situation. Hopefully I'll be earning more than I could eat next month. =(
Some might say reading about myself is much more interesting, some however would probably say that writing too much about myself is giving out too much information and thus linking myself towards the title of a weakling. Ew? What? I'm the King!
We'll see how and what I'll blog about. Maybe my wish list?
And if you're wondering again and yes, I'm still in this tight budget situation. Hopefully I'll be earning more than I could eat next month. =(
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Alter Bridge - Blackbird
Can someone invite them to Malaysia? :(
Lyrics:
The willow it weeps today
A breeze from the distance is calling your name
Unfurl your black wings and wait
Across the horizon it's coming to sweep you away
It's coming to sweep you away
Let the wind carry you home
Blackbird fly away
May you never be broken again
The fragile cannot endure
The wrecked and the jaded a place so impure
The static of this cruel world
Cause some birds to fly long before they've seen their day
Long before they've seen their day
Let the wind carry you home
Blackbird fly away
May you never be broken again
Beyond the suffering you've known
I hope you find your way
May you never be broken again
Ascend may you find no resistance
Know that you made such a difference
All you leave behind will live to the end
The cycle of suffering goes on
But memories of you stay strong
Someday I too will fly and find you again
Let the wind carry you home
Blackbird fly away
May you never be broken again
Beyond the suffering you've known
I hope you find your way
May you never be broken again
May you never be broken again
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Rushed Down
Yes, past tense.
It's been soooo long sinced I've had pressures from work. I used to stay up for the whole 5 days a week without a good night sleep back when I was still a regular student. Now even as an intern student, work keeps on coming. Amendments are due in 3 hours time and here I am not sleeping doing FLASH. No its not scripting which is my favorite part, but animations.
It doesn't matter anyways. Our objectives as intern is to learn as much as we could and experience what life is like when we all stepped into the world where society needs fresh graduates. The likes of people who are so nice out there but different in the office, professionalism is needed. Punctuality is also an issue, though sometimes I don't seem to care much about what time should I be in the office. Office hour starts at 8.30am, we just gonna have to present ourselves there and moments later the whole office mates will be heading towards the food court for breakfast, minus those who are fasting, dedicated to finish their work or having their own financial issue.
I do love my job sometimes, but when it comes to a time like this, I have second thoughts, or maybe third, fourth and so on. Things really do change for me as an individual. I have more sense of responsibility and learn more about being tolerant towards certain people in the office. Things gonna be different when we all gathered in the meeting room and held discussions about certain matters. Some might raise issues regarding their work, some might have had misunderstanding and thus led themselves into a whole crap load of conversations that goes no where.
I'm with another 2 classmates as intern here in the company that we're working for. It was not really a burden on the early stage. Week after week, expectations are getting higher and we got even more pressured. I admit I'm not useful in designing, I was hoping to assists more on programming, but things aren't like I expected earlier. Nevermind. I'm willing to learn. That is part of my purpose to be an intern anyways, to learn and expose myself more. I have no complains, and I'm not complaining. If I were to complain, this blog post would be full of rants and curses beyond the imagination of a person. BACKWARDS!
Guess that is all I'm gonna update for now. Sorry mgb, no hotchicks pictures for you, maybe next time. NOT!
Love you~ <3
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
It's been soooo long sinced I've had pressures from work. I used to stay up for the whole 5 days a week without a good night sleep back when I was still a regular student. Now even as an intern student, work keeps on coming. Amendments are due in 3 hours time and here I am not sleeping doing FLASH. No its not scripting which is my favorite part, but animations.
It doesn't matter anyways. Our objectives as intern is to learn as much as we could and experience what life is like when we all stepped into the world where society needs fresh graduates. The likes of people who are so nice out there but different in the office, professionalism is needed. Punctuality is also an issue, though sometimes I don't seem to care much about what time should I be in the office. Office hour starts at 8.30am, we just gonna have to present ourselves there and moments later the whole office mates will be heading towards the food court for breakfast, minus those who are fasting, dedicated to finish their work or having their own financial issue.
I do love my job sometimes, but when it comes to a time like this, I have second thoughts, or maybe third, fourth and so on. Things really do change for me as an individual. I have more sense of responsibility and learn more about being tolerant towards certain people in the office. Things gonna be different when we all gathered in the meeting room and held discussions about certain matters. Some might raise issues regarding their work, some might have had misunderstanding and thus led themselves into a whole crap load of conversations that goes no where.
I'm with another 2 classmates as intern here in the company that we're working for. It was not really a burden on the early stage. Week after week, expectations are getting higher and we got even more pressured. I admit I'm not useful in designing, I was hoping to assists more on programming, but things aren't like I expected earlier. Nevermind. I'm willing to learn. That is part of my purpose to be an intern anyways, to learn and expose myself more. I have no complains, and I'm not complaining. If I were to complain, this blog post would be full of rants and curses beyond the imagination of a person. BACKWARDS!
Guess that is all I'm gonna update for now. Sorry mgb, no hotchicks pictures for you, maybe next time. NOT!
Love you~ <3
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Rush Down
Currently having piles of workload in the office. Sempat lagi nak update blog because for now I don't know what to do.
Maybe, just maybe, I'll update a little bit more later tonight. There's a lot to post up and I don't know how to start.
Love you! :]
Yours Truly,
dvn
king of kings
Maybe, just maybe, I'll update a little bit more later tonight. There's a lot to post up and I don't know how to start.
Love you! :]
Yours Truly,
dvn
king of kings
Saturday, July 24, 2010
What is there for me to write?
Tell me :))
this is by far the shortest blog update
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
this is by far the shortest blog update
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
Monday, June 28, 2010
Post only
Its been awhile since I last wrote. I'm currently having an issue of how to manage my money. The weird thing is I spent almost RM200 per week just for meals. Withdrew RM50 and its finished in 3 days. Some wondered if I bought cigarettes. No I did not. It's because of my 3 meals a day. I don't know why for some reason I have this big appetite after I started working in my office. Maybe yea in some occasions I did went out for a couple of movies ( A-Team, Karate Kid, Toys Story 3) A friend of mine said it's normal.
"When you're having class, it's different. When you don't have classes in the morning and have a class or two on the evening, you'll skip breakfast and lunch. You'll save up for dinner's big meal, or maybe 3 pieces of nuggets and a hot milk just to freshen up yourself in the evening after you woke up around 12.oopm or 1pm before class starts."
Its what he said but yea I somewhat agree to it. Waking up in the morning I'll get hungry, about 1PM I get hungry again. 7.00PM, hungry again. Its a good thing in a way, at least I know my stomach is digesting the food well, otherwise it means something else.
I have no idea what to write in the moment. England lost 4-1 to Germany yes, its a sad thing. Lampard's goal was not given. Thank you ref, you've just ruined their momentum. Now have yourself casted on the papers' front page. You deserve that. Argentina just won their match against Mexico by 3 goals to 1. Great match. Nice spirit there by the Mexicans.
I was thinking of writing about Subang Jaya, how I feel about the place but I decided not to. Thinking about how bad I'm going to write that place off, and thinking about how bad it is that I have to face the angry mobs later on (the people who stays there, people who knows me and stay there, etc). I have the draft saved but after all, being the wise man, I'll put the plan on hold first. Why? Here's part of what I wrote :-
"The Land of "NICE AH!" and where people are suffering from bad karma after they abandoned their good romantic relationship. I've had couples of it, I've heard and seen a few of it."
The more I think about it, the more I hate the place and its people. Sure they are a few nice people there.. yes.. but they are the minorities. If YOU (yang tade kaitan jangan nak perasan ye) are reading this, you're still the best Subang people I've known so far so it's not about you or anyone related to you, its the people around you. Careful!
It'd be best to stay low. Not trying to be one of those who trolls alot or write off simply to joke about something in particular but its just what I personally think. Everyone have their own ideas. I have mine so it's not counted since I'm a nobody.
Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings
"When you're having class, it's different. When you don't have classes in the morning and have a class or two on the evening, you'll skip breakfast and lunch. You'll save up for dinner's big meal, or maybe 3 pieces of nuggets and a hot milk just to freshen up yourself in the evening after you woke up around 12.oopm or 1pm before class starts."
Its what he said but yea I somewhat agree to it. Waking up in the morning I'll get hungry, about 1PM I get hungry again. 7.00PM, hungry again. Its a good thing in a way, at least I know my stomach is digesting the food well, otherwise it means something else.
I have no idea what to write in the moment. England lost 4-1 to Germany yes, its a sad thing. Lampard's goal was not given. Thank you ref, you've just ruined their momentum. Now have yourself casted on the papers' front page. You deserve that. Argentina just won their match against Mexico by 3 goals to 1. Great match. Nice spirit there by the Mexicans.
I was thinking of writing about Subang Jaya, how I feel about the place but I decided not to. Thinking about how bad I'm going to write that place off, and thinking about how bad it is that I have to face the angry mobs later on (the people who stays there, people who knows me and stay there, etc). I have the draft saved but after all, being the wise man, I'll put the plan on hold first. Why? Here's part of what I wrote :-
"The Land of "NICE AH!" and where people are suffering from bad karma after they abandoned their good romantic relationship. I've had couples of it, I've heard and seen a few of it."
The more I think about it, the more I hate the place and its people. Sure they are a few nice people there.. yes.. but they are the minorities. If YOU (yang tade kaitan jangan nak perasan ye) are reading this, you're still the best Subang people I've known so far so it's not about you or anyone related to you, its the people around you. Careful!
It'd be best to stay low. Not trying to be one of those who trolls alot or write off simply to joke about something in particular but its just what I personally think. Everyone have their own ideas. I have mine so it's not counted since I'm a nobody.
Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings
Saturday, June 5, 2010
5th June 2010
Yes people, it was when shitstorm started within myself. But yet again, we ought to celebrate and take it as a good thing, because it was the day I started myself as a single soldier boy!
I don't know what is it gotta do with my 1st year anniversary of singularity but oh well, good song is a good song so lets hear it from Hafiz - Noktah Cinta
Lagu best, tapi video clip kelakar :)) wakakakaka
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
I don't know what is it gotta do with my 1st year anniversary of singularity but oh well, good song is a good song so lets hear it from Hafiz - Noktah Cinta
Lagu best, tapi video clip kelakar :)) wakakakaka
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
Thursday, June 3, 2010
FEVAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Thank you weather. Your heavy tears that fell upon our land and eventually poured on me thus soaked me weakened my strength and increased my body temperature. I'm suffering from a bad cough and fever that allowed me to stay in my room for 2 days rest. Still weak while writing this blog entry but getting better. Hopefully I'll regain my strength for tomorrow's office. I really feel bad about my absent but thank you Kak Tina and Kak Khatijah for giving me 2 days sick leave.
So as everyone had already know, ESWC2010 kicks off this coming June 5th to 6th. Also, there'll be another major eSports event which is WCG2010, on 17th to 18th July 2010. Unfortunately, yours truly will not be able to compete due to his retirement from all competitive eSports event. Will still be following the updates from time to time, but I guess Team LZ will be victorious, unless there will be a major upset from teams like Superheroes, or maybe the return of Team Hybrid or DiV? Who knows. CS 1.6 is unpredictable. All the best for all teams that will participate in both events. I'm sure there'll be 2 or 3 MMU Cyber teams that gonna participate. *hintsAimingHighhintsSSihintsk5hints*
WCG 2010 National Finals
Date : July 17th - 18th 2010
Venue : Mid Valley Exhibition Hall
ESWC National Finals
Date : June 5th - 6th 2010
Venue : Not sure where :S
Btw, the only reason that I'll be going to ESWC 2010 is to watch SSF4 tournament. It's gonna be fun. Watching those sick combos performed by our national talent, it amuses me. Maybe one of them will be sponsored to participate EVO2010 over at USA.
Oh and also FIFA World Cup 2010! :D gonna watch Argentina, Spain, England and North Korea to play. Would love to see underdogs team to make an upset, like the ones we saw on 2002. It'll be great. Hopefully I'll be able to cope with the time table ; watching the matches during night time, sleep then head for office the next morning.
ITS FEVAAAAAAHHH!
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
images credited to Team LZ website
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So as everyone had already know, ESWC2010 kicks off this coming June 5th to 6th. Also, there'll be another major eSports event which is WCG2010, on 17th to 18th July 2010. Unfortunately, yours truly will not be able to compete due to his retirement from all competitive eSports event. Will still be following the updates from time to time, but I guess Team LZ will be victorious, unless there will be a major upset from teams like Superheroes, or maybe the return of Team Hybrid or DiV? Who knows. CS 1.6 is unpredictable. All the best for all teams that will participate in both events. I'm sure there'll be 2 or 3 MMU Cyber teams that gonna participate. *hintsAimingHighhintsSSihintsk5hints*
WCG 2010 National Finals
Date : July 17th - 18th 2010
Venue : Mid Valley Exhibition Hall
ESWC National Finals
Date : June 5th - 6th 2010
Venue : Not sure where :S
Btw, the only reason that I'll be going to ESWC 2010 is to watch SSF4 tournament. It's gonna be fun. Watching those sick combos performed by our national talent, it amuses me. Maybe one of them will be sponsored to participate EVO2010 over at USA.
Oh and also FIFA World Cup 2010! :D gonna watch Argentina, Spain, England and North Korea to play. Would love to see underdogs team to make an upset, like the ones we saw on 2002. It'll be great. Hopefully I'll be able to cope with the time table ; watching the matches during night time, sleep then head for office the next morning.
ITS FEVAAAAAAHHH!
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
images credited to Team LZ website
.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Fate
I was thinking to myself, sitting in a room alone thinking of stuff to write like how I was when I was 15 years old when I was a fiction writer on the internet. So for no good reason I thought of myself and suddenly thought of a quote that I think suits everyone who thinks their current lives aren't good enough. So with that being said, here it goes.
"If only the stars were on my side, maybe You would see this fate that I'm left with wasn't meant to be mine."
Think about it.
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
"If only the stars were on my side, maybe You would see this fate that I'm left with wasn't meant to be mine."
Think about it.
Yours Truly
dvn
king of kings
Sunday, May 23, 2010
@#$@#$%^&*i(
LISTEN TO ME RANTING! I'M CURRENTLY STAYING IN A PLACE I DONT LIKE AT ALL. @#$@$#ING RAOCHES ARE EVERYWHERE!
GOOD GOD ALMIGHTY! PLEASE LET ME STAY SOMEWHERE ELSE WHERE THESE CREATURES DOESN'T EXIST. THE ROOM SMELLS LIKE THEM! MY CLOTHES SMELLS LIKE THEM! AND I CAN'T SLEEP WELL THINKING THEY ARE GONNA CRAWL UP MY FACE OR ANYWHERE ELSE NEARBY ME!
ARGH! #$%@#$%#$@%#$% HOSTEL OFFICERS! @#$@#$@#$#@$ SPRING CLEANING@$!@#$!@#$ WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! AT LEAST CLEAN UP THE PLACE FOR US BEFORE ME MOVE IN! @#$@#$@#$@#$% WHY DO I HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS@!#$$$@#$%@#$%$#
OMGFTWBBQCCBKNN
Yours Sincerely Homesicked
dvn
angry king of kings
GOOD GOD ALMIGHTY! PLEASE LET ME STAY SOMEWHERE ELSE WHERE THESE CREATURES DOESN'T EXIST. THE ROOM SMELLS LIKE THEM! MY CLOTHES SMELLS LIKE THEM! AND I CAN'T SLEEP WELL THINKING THEY ARE GONNA CRAWL UP MY FACE OR ANYWHERE ELSE NEARBY ME!
ARGH! #$%@#$%#$@%#$% HOSTEL OFFICERS! @#$@#$@#$#@$ SPRING CLEANING@$!@#$!@#$ WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! AT LEAST CLEAN UP THE PLACE FOR US BEFORE ME MOVE IN! @#$@#$@#$@#$% WHY DO I HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS@!#$$$@#$%@#$%$#
OMGFTWBBQCCBKNN
Yours Sincerely Homesicked
dvn
angry king of kings
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Another wishlist
Things that I got to get before next semester :-
1. SteelSeries Siberia v2
2. SteelSeries Merc Stealth
3. Tournament Edition Fight Stick
banyak betul ni.. harap2 gaji intern naik hehe..
4. A new pair of sneakers
5. Few fancy shirts and jeans
6. A decent girlfriend (lol) ok I gotta admit after this month, its going to be exactly a year that I have this status of being single. Not to say that I'm looking forward for it but hope it doesn't bother me with my final year project :">
Regards
dvn
king of kings
1. SteelSeries Siberia v2
2. SteelSeries Merc Stealth
3. Tournament Edition Fight Stick
banyak betul ni.. harap2 gaji intern naik hehe..
4. A new pair of sneakers
5. Few fancy shirts and jeans
6. A decent girlfriend (lol) ok I gotta admit after this month, its going to be exactly a year that I have this status of being single. Not to say that I'm looking forward for it but hope it doesn't bother me with my final year project :">
Regards
dvn
king of kings
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Couldn't think of any other better title than this
It feels damn good to be FREE!
I don't know what the picture above means but I do looked like that, putting myself in the cat's situation ; tied with assignments, jobs and some more heavy workloads.
....but sometimes it doesn't. OK, I don't want to be so expressive like I was months ago but somehow, when I'm too free and there's nothing much to do, I'll get depressed for no fucking reason. God knows why, hallelujah.
I thought there are so much fun things to do after I got over with all the workloads I have this semester and the personal budget thingy, but there is NOTHING TO DO AT ALL! grrr..
Now that I have less interest in multiplayer gaming and slowly stopped myself from playing Counter-Strike 1.6, shit really bores me. Hostel is getting empty, friends are heading back to their respective hometown and some already started working, seniors graduating, some people went out to hang around the town and here I am in front of my PC updating my blog and after this I'm not sure what else to do. Sleep maybe.
Nevermind that. So I'm going to talk about fight sticks, arcade fighting sticks. My main purpose to get my hands on this baby is for one and only, Street Fighter.
or maybe Tekken. I don't know. I'm good with Tekken, really. Maybe this is a little surprise to some of you who knew me as a FPS gamer.
So after a few research, I'm down to two options (thank you Nibee for wonderful suggestions. Maybe you could racun me with some other good stuff out there? ass.)
Tournament Edition (T.E.) Fighting Stick. I'm not sure about the price but to think about after getting this and Senyum wants to play SSF4 on sticks violently, this stick has better durability than MadCatz. Less action responded per miliseconds won't kill me from doing Shoryuken > FADC > Metsu Hadouken, or Akuma's double high kick forward + crouch light punch + light tatsumaki + high punch Shoryuken + FADC + Gohadouken.
Eitherway I'm sure the price will be worth it. Maybe instead of picturing myself in ESWC 2010 Grand Finals clutching against f0rest in Counter-Strike 1.6, I might be the EVO 2010 champion after a clean sheet victory against Daigo's Guile.
Or maybe not. Maybe I'll just keep on going as a boring student who will graduate soon and get a job with permanent pay for about RM3,000 for starter. I have less interest in playing games now. I don't believe in romantic relationships anymore and maybe going single all the way if I'm not yet convinced about the fact that yes, there are still lovely good, smart, willing to accept me as the person I am, girls out there that wants to be with me. *shivers* Nggrhh... I thought my ex was all great but too bad she wasn't and I'm so glad now that we broke up actually. God bless her.
Eitherway, I still need to get a new headset. My current one (Angela, lol) has been keeping my ears company. She has been helping me to detect marking spots and "charlie" is hiding behind the crates, eventually telling me to shoot. She's also credited for making me a well known possible hacker among my peers.
"....no need hack la, hack for wat. popularity? come show me at lan then maybe i'll start thinking you as a legit but oh wait no because my ego is too great to accept the fact that you are good. im not gonna deplete my ego just to give you the seal of approval so gtfo. blame my ignorance and bloodline because i have this attitude from them. it runs in my blood and my society....."
I don't need to train myself to kill people who can see behind 10 smoke grenades 40 clicks away without any sound. But oh well. We all have to be tolerant about that matter. Actions speak louder than words. I've won a lot of matches and achieved few major, if not, small titles, presented myself in Amateur Cup 1.6 without telling anyone, having myself streamed by people online winning the frag tournament on the internet last year and was interviewed by TobiWanKenobi after I won. What else? ESWC??? WCG??? GotFrag??? KODE5???? But I haven't won any of those yet so, rofl.
I think I'm being a show off here lol. I'm so sorry if anyone felt offended from this blog post but I'm too bored really. I'm just another humble Sarawakian that doesn't know what else is there for me to do when I'm not busy with works. I shall end this post with a good bye. Toodles!
ps : was trying to post this up on my facebook profile and this is what happened
Facebook is killing my grammar yet again
Your's Sincerely
dvn
king of kings
I don't know what the picture above means but I do looked like that, putting myself in the cat's situation ; tied with assignments, jobs and some more heavy workloads.
....but sometimes it doesn't. OK, I don't want to be so expressive like I was months ago but somehow, when I'm too free and there's nothing much to do, I'll get depressed for no fucking reason. God knows why, hallelujah.
I thought there are so much fun things to do after I got over with all the workloads I have this semester and the personal budget thingy, but there is NOTHING TO DO AT ALL! grrr..
Now that I have less interest in multiplayer gaming and slowly stopped myself from playing Counter-Strike 1.6, shit really bores me. Hostel is getting empty, friends are heading back to their respective hometown and some already started working, seniors graduating, some people went out to hang around the town and here I am in front of my PC updating my blog and after this I'm not sure what else to do. Sleep maybe.
Nevermind that. So I'm going to talk about fight sticks, arcade fighting sticks. My main purpose to get my hands on this baby is for one and only, Street Fighter.
or maybe Tekken. I don't know. I'm good with Tekken, really. Maybe this is a little surprise to some of you who knew me as a FPS gamer.
So after a few research, I'm down to two options (thank you Nibee for wonderful suggestions. Maybe you could racun me with some other good stuff out there? ass.)
Tournament Edition (T.E.) Fighting Stick. I'm not sure about the price but to think about after getting this and Senyum wants to play SSF4 on sticks violently, this stick has better durability than MadCatz. Less action responded per miliseconds won't kill me from doing Shoryuken > FADC > Metsu Hadouken, or Akuma's double high kick forward + crouch light punch + light tatsumaki + high punch Shoryuken + FADC + Gohadouken.
Eitherway I'm sure the price will be worth it. Maybe instead of picturing myself in ESWC 2010 Grand Finals clutching against f0rest in Counter-Strike 1.6, I might be the EVO 2010 champion after a clean sheet victory against Daigo's Guile.
Or maybe not. Maybe I'll just keep on going as a boring student who will graduate soon and get a job with permanent pay for about RM3,000 for starter. I have less interest in playing games now. I don't believe in romantic relationships anymore and maybe going single all the way if I'm not yet convinced about the fact that yes, there are still lovely good, smart, willing to accept me as the person I am, girls out there that wants to be with me. *shivers* Nggrhh... I thought my ex was all great but too bad she wasn't and I'm so glad now that we broke up actually. God bless her.
Eitherway, I still need to get a new headset. My current one (Angela, lol) has been keeping my ears company. She has been helping me to detect marking spots and "charlie" is hiding behind the crates, eventually telling me to shoot. She's also credited for making me a well known possible hacker among my peers.
"....no need hack la, hack for wat. popularity? come show me at lan then maybe i'll start thinking you as a legit but oh wait no because my ego is too great to accept the fact that you are good. im not gonna deplete my ego just to give you the seal of approval so gtfo. blame my ignorance and bloodline because i have this attitude from them. it runs in my blood and my society....."
I don't need to train myself to kill people who can see behind 10 smoke grenades 40 clicks away without any sound. But oh well. We all have to be tolerant about that matter. Actions speak louder than words. I've won a lot of matches and achieved few major, if not, small titles, presented myself in Amateur Cup 1.6 without telling anyone, having myself streamed by people online winning the frag tournament on the internet last year and was interviewed by TobiWanKenobi after I won. What else? ESWC??? WCG??? GotFrag??? KODE5???? But I haven't won any of those yet so, rofl.
I think I'm being a show off here lol. I'm so sorry if anyone felt offended from this blog post but I'm too bored really. I'm just another humble Sarawakian that doesn't know what else is there for me to do when I'm not busy with works. I shall end this post with a good bye. Toodles!
ps : was trying to post this up on my facebook profile and this is what happened
Facebook is killing my grammar yet again
Your's Sincerely
dvn
king of kings
Friday, April 30, 2010
Oh so nice!
It has been soooo long since months ago I felt the burden was lifted away from my shoulders! :D Done with the installation art development and exhibitions, all I did after that were rest, enjoyed myself, rest and more rest! :D
Exhibition was great. For once I had my chance to roam around the class and talked to my classmates who I never talked with. I just realized some of them are cute and nice to talked with. On that day itself, it was my 6th time talking to Didi (its what they called her, im so sorry if i made a mistake! >.) and Yan. Those two are adorable dolls :3 wish I had more time to hang around with them tho
"10 kambing pergi consult dengan Mr.Hafiz. *claps 10 times* berapa ekor kambing yang consult dengan Mr.Hafiz?"
It was the riddle game we played together with Farah, Nuhlan, and Faiz. The answer is 3. Sounds confusing huh?
And as the people are saying recently, I have a Malay girlfriend. So much that I want to roll over on the floor and laughing my balls off. Some people knew about it, and some still questioned me whether it is true or not but oh well, its for me and her to know and for some of them to find out. It is up to them to speculate. I'm sure my close friends understand how I feel about this and they know whats going on :3
After all what happened for the past few weeks, I feel much relieved. Its good to see and realized that this semester, I have the abilities to expand my skills and arts and sense of design. I'm so thankful to my lecturers and to those who were willing to taught me whatever that I know. I hated Illustrator a lot but somehow I managed learn the basic at least. It is up to me to explore more. But still, my main strength in authoring is with Flash. I love my course.
Going to get used to myself without games and early sleeps. I will start my internship early right after I finished my exams. Where? Multimedia Super Corridor, MSC :3
Carrying desktop every morning to office will sure add up the stress... I wish I have another extra desktop. It'll so much convenient to have a laptop at least but oh well. God bless deevon!
Yours Truly,
dvn
king of kings
Exhibition was great. For once I had my chance to roam around the class and talked to my classmates who I never talked with. I just realized some of them are cute and nice to talked with. On that day itself, it was my 6th time talking to Didi (its what they called her, im so sorry if i made a mistake! >.) and Yan. Those two are adorable dolls :3 wish I had more time to hang around with them tho
"10 kambing pergi consult dengan Mr.Hafiz. *claps 10 times* berapa ekor kambing yang consult dengan Mr.Hafiz?"
It was the riddle game we played together with Farah, Nuhlan, and Faiz. The answer is 3. Sounds confusing huh?
And as the people are saying recently, I have a Malay girlfriend. So much that I want to roll over on the floor and laughing my balls off. Some people knew about it, and some still questioned me whether it is true or not but oh well, its for me and her to know and for some of them to find out. It is up to them to speculate. I'm sure my close friends understand how I feel about this and they know whats going on :3
After all what happened for the past few weeks, I feel much relieved. Its good to see and realized that this semester, I have the abilities to expand my skills and arts and sense of design. I'm so thankful to my lecturers and to those who were willing to taught me whatever that I know. I hated Illustrator a lot but somehow I managed learn the basic at least. It is up to me to explore more. But still, my main strength in authoring is with Flash. I love my course.
Going to get used to myself without games and early sleeps. I will start my internship early right after I finished my exams. Where? Multimedia Super Corridor, MSC :3
Carrying desktop every morning to office will sure add up the stress... I wish I have another extra desktop. It'll so much convenient to have a laptop at least but oh well. God bless deevon!
Yours Truly,
dvn
king of kings
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Tough Weeks
I don't know what else to say. As stated above in the post title, yes. I just had a few run ins for my assignments, and there'll be more ahead of me. Those who knows me as a workaholic, I thank you for being understanding.
Stressful days ahead. Worried about internship offers. God bless me and grant me strength to do all that I have to.
I wonder how is it going to be like next semester. The last 3 semesters aren't exactly good for any of us. Conflicts between friends, misunderstanding, some of them are graduating after a few years of extension. Some also were held back due to a certain reason we're not sure of. Whatever it is, hope things will be better.
And you, I'm so sorry. It's just not the time yet for me to have a commitment. I hope you understand.
Liverpool fans can dig their own grave. Amen.
Stressful days ahead. Worried about internship offers. God bless me and grant me strength to do all that I have to.
I wonder how is it going to be like next semester. The last 3 semesters aren't exactly good for any of us. Conflicts between friends, misunderstanding, some of them are graduating after a few years of extension. Some also were held back due to a certain reason we're not sure of. Whatever it is, hope things will be better.
And you, I'm so sorry. It's just not the time yet for me to have a commitment. I hope you understand.
Liverpool fans can dig their own grave. Amen.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Submission lagi
OK, here's the drill. I have a few submissions to hand out this week, 3 actually.
1. Interactive Design Proposal
2. Multimedia Authoring 2
3. Media Law
4. Digital Media Design 3
I had 3 days to finished up all but due to my lack of ideas and sense of design, I'm stuck. I can't seem to progress within 3 days and and tomorrow, I have to hand out 2 assignments. Cantik lah wei.
So what have I done in these 3 days?
1. Consultation that doesn't help me much but I got a little bit of ideas here and there and I can't execute it.
2. Left 4 Dead sampai pukul 6am
3. Ajar budak2 main cs
4. Keluar lepak makan2 sama member
5. Reading up online and mmls notice board to add up more pressure to myself, reminds me of the due date so I can work but it didn't help me.
Need more motivation here. Interactive design... adeh.. my partner seem to have lost himself out of somewhere and I can't find him. I can't move or planned anything without a discussion. This is no good. Multimedia authoring.. gotta move quickly. I need to get it done it 4 hours.
Come on dvn!
Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings
1. Interactive Design Proposal
2. Multimedia Authoring 2
3. Media Law
4. Digital Media Design 3
I had 3 days to finished up all but due to my lack of ideas and sense of design, I'm stuck. I can't seem to progress within 3 days and and tomorrow, I have to hand out 2 assignments. Cantik lah wei.
So what have I done in these 3 days?
1. Consultation that doesn't help me much but I got a little bit of ideas here and there and I can't execute it.
2. Left 4 Dead sampai pukul 6am
3. Ajar budak2 main cs
4. Keluar lepak makan2 sama member
5. Reading up online and mmls notice board to add up more pressure to myself, reminds me of the due date so I can work but it didn't help me.
Need more motivation here. Interactive design... adeh.. my partner seem to have lost himself out of somewhere and I can't find him. I can't move or planned anything without a discussion. This is no good. Multimedia authoring.. gotta move quickly. I need to get it done it 4 hours.
Come on dvn!
Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings
Thursday, March 18, 2010
ARGH!
ARGH!!
How can someone like this possibly exist!
She's the hottest thing next to a slice of baked bread
; __ ;
How can someone like this possibly exist!
She's the hottest thing next to a slice of baked bread
; __ ;
Sunday, March 14, 2010
What is Love?
Probably, this is how people look like when they're in love. I forgot how mine was like, I remember it was when I'm so loud the whole building could hear my voice, and my actions were everywhere.I started to question myself and a few of my friends around who are single and currently in a relationship. What is this "food" called love?
There was a person who gave me an interesting debate. I asked that person, why is it people keep on looking for the better ones in the end? If they did, then why said the word "I love you" ? It doesn't make any sense. You know that the relationship won't last any longer that anyone would thought. Does the sentence "I love you" means "ok im gonna be sooo into you for the time being until i found someone else better than you prick"
So that person told me the reason why is it that people keep on changing partners:-
"Because they know there's something wrong with the relationship, and they can't find anything good from their partners anymore. It's either the relationship become too boring from them because nothing in the relationship changed. When someone met their current, they saw something in their partners and they thought they can stay on, and then they get together for a longer time and they realize that, it is not right. If they continue with their current for the rest of their life, knowing that there was a mistake, they will never get married. Even if they did, they will divorce."
If this is what everyone thinks, then this is probably a cycle that runs in everyone. Nobody will get their ideal partner. Maybe those who stayed on with their current partner are regretting, why the fuck am I with this person? I could've gotten the better ones. Guys maybe will think to get someone with bigger boobs or someone much prettier, girls might want to have someone with bigger "ego" or handsome stud. Maybe those who are still with the ones they thought they love but they couldn't leave their partner are weaklings. Maybe they don't have the will or guts, or even the chance to speak up and stand up for themselves.
Everyone will regret in the end for the rest of their life if they did got together somehow. There's no such thing as eternal love. Engagements are pointless, marriages are nonsense. Being tied up into a commitment then in the end they gonna regret it for the rest of their life, and dissapoint each other by divorce, and go for someone who they think they can rely on or someone they can look up to, in the end, they knew it was wrong.
It's a cycle, it's endless. Nobody is "a better person". Everyone will keep looking for the best and regret being tied up with their spouse. Everyone will keep regretting. This is so true that everyone doesn't realize that they're on the road of disappointment. Love can never bring eternal happiness, and it is not worth it.
Those who are reading this, think for yourself for a moment, is it worth it? Am I with the right person? Will I ever regret? When will I meet my "better" person?
Each and everyone of you, including me, will throw away this love for someone you loved for the time being and go for someone else better. It never stops, even if we got married with someone that we thought, are the right person.Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Sila renungkan, 5 minit je.
In before you read the following content, I would like to remind everyone that I have good intention in writing this post. Should anything happened, I shall have nothing else to say. I meant in a good way.
Bahasa Melayu mode - deal with it.
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Dulu kita lepak ramai-ramai; makan sekali, melalak sekali, main game sekali, buat lawak pastu gelak sekali, lepak dalam bilik buat gelagat gile, menyempit dalam bilik, tengok wayang, jadi gay kejap pun ade. 3 tahun kita lepak, tade hal. Ade la emo sana sini sikit, dua - tiga jam pastu dah ok balik.
The picture above was taken on 16th July 2008, those who were not there were Lomak, Fendi, Faiq, Lee, Syam and Senyum.
Sekarang ni, please watch where are we standing right now.
Bak kata pepatah melayu, kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga. Tak dapat tengok wayang, SEKALI JE, rosak persahabatan selama 3 tahun. First time aku kenal kau dari CS1.6, syam kenalkan kau, aku sorang je panggil nama sebenar kau, tu pun dah kena kutuk dengan baha, lama-lama dah biasa aku panggil nama gaming alias kau.
10 orang jadi 3, kalau tak jadi 9, tu pun sebab kau takde sekali. Pernah sekali je kita keluar ramai ramai, kau join sekali keluar, tapi tak masuk sekali time kita enjoy. Kau jauhkan diri kau dari kitorg, org2 yg kau ban. Aku tegur kau, aku try borak ngan kau, kau tak layan aku. aku siap tepuk bahu kau lagi, kau tak layan. Ap siap ym kau lagi, tanya bila kita nk keluar sekali macam dulu. Orang-orang sekeliling kau, org2 yg kita lepak sekali, yg kau lepak sekali, pun terasa. Diorang pun nk lepak sekali macam dulu. Nak lepak ngan budak2 yg kau ban, nk ajak kau, diorang pun berbelah bahagi. Nibee yg selama ni aku ingat he-who-doesnt-give-a-shit pun terasa gak.
Even Batman gets the tickle.
Kitorg dah tatau nk buat macam mane dah. macam2 dah try. aku tulis blog kena salah faham. I had good intentions, but I was misunderstood.
For 3 years, you were a good friend to me, and to the other two. You willing to drive us out for meals together, we gladly placed you in our room for a few weeks. We might have a few cases that we weren't on the same page, but that happened in-game. Just because of we left you out for a movie while you maybe got stuck in the traffic, while we waited for you quite a long time and couldn't get in touch with you, this shit happened.
Tade org yg betul. Semua yg terlibat, semua salah. Sebelah pihak nk tgk wayang awal sebab tanak stay lewat and nk balik cepat pastu takleh nk bagitau kau sebab call tak dapat2, kau pula buat kitorg tunggu lama-lama, bagi no tepon, no.tepon tu no. kakak kau, kitorg ingat no. baru kau.
aku dah tatau nk cakap or buat ape dah. maybe time will fix this, maybe not.
Diriku yg 'upset'*
deevon
*faiq aku pinjam ayat kau. lol.
Bahasa Melayu mode - deal with it.
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Dulu kita lepak ramai-ramai; makan sekali, melalak sekali, main game sekali, buat lawak pastu gelak sekali, lepak dalam bilik buat gelagat gile, menyempit dalam bilik, tengok wayang, jadi gay kejap pun ade. 3 tahun kita lepak, tade hal. Ade la emo sana sini sikit, dua - tiga jam pastu dah ok balik.
The picture above was taken on 16th July 2008, those who were not there were Lomak, Fendi, Faiq, Lee, Syam and Senyum.
Sekarang ni, please watch where are we standing right now.
Bak kata pepatah melayu, kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga. Tak dapat tengok wayang, SEKALI JE, rosak persahabatan selama 3 tahun. First time aku kenal kau dari CS1.6, syam kenalkan kau, aku sorang je panggil nama sebenar kau, tu pun dah kena kutuk dengan baha, lama-lama dah biasa aku panggil nama gaming alias kau.
10 orang jadi 3, kalau tak jadi 9, tu pun sebab kau takde sekali. Pernah sekali je kita keluar ramai ramai, kau join sekali keluar, tapi tak masuk sekali time kita enjoy. Kau jauhkan diri kau dari kitorg, org2 yg kau ban. Aku tegur kau, aku try borak ngan kau, kau tak layan aku. aku siap tepuk bahu kau lagi, kau tak layan. Ap siap ym kau lagi, tanya bila kita nk keluar sekali macam dulu. Orang-orang sekeliling kau, org2 yg kita lepak sekali, yg kau lepak sekali, pun terasa. Diorang pun nk lepak sekali macam dulu. Nak lepak ngan budak2 yg kau ban, nk ajak kau, diorang pun berbelah bahagi. Nibee yg selama ni aku ingat he-who-doesnt-give-a-shit pun terasa gak.
Even Batman gets the tickle.
Kitorg dah tatau nk buat macam mane dah. macam2 dah try. aku tulis blog kena salah faham. I had good intentions, but I was misunderstood.
For 3 years, you were a good friend to me, and to the other two. You willing to drive us out for meals together, we gladly placed you in our room for a few weeks. We might have a few cases that we weren't on the same page, but that happened in-game. Just because of we left you out for a movie while you maybe got stuck in the traffic, while we waited for you quite a long time and couldn't get in touch with you, this shit happened.
Tade org yg betul. Semua yg terlibat, semua salah. Sebelah pihak nk tgk wayang awal sebab tanak stay lewat and nk balik cepat pastu takleh nk bagitau kau sebab call tak dapat2, kau pula buat kitorg tunggu lama-lama, bagi no tepon, no.tepon tu no. kakak kau, kitorg ingat no. baru kau.
aku dah tatau nk cakap or buat ape dah. maybe time will fix this, maybe not.
Diriku yg 'upset'*
deevon
*faiq aku pinjam ayat kau. lol.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Unstoppable
Yet another inspiring song. Rascal Flatts' Unstoppable
So, so you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Cracked a brick when you hit the wall
Yeah, you've had a pocket full of regrets
Pull you down faster than a sunset
Hey, it happens to us all
When the cold hard rain just won't quit
And you can't see your way out of it
CHORUS
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Love, it weather any storm
Bring you back to being born again
oh, it's a helping hand when you need it most
A lighthouse shinning on the coast
That never goes dim
When your heart is full of doubt
And you think that there's no way out
CHORUS
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Like a river keeps on rolling
Like the north wind blowing
Don't it feel good knowing
Yeah
CHORUS
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Love is unstoppale
So you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Love, love is unstoppable
So, so you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Cracked a brick when you hit the wall
Yeah, you've had a pocket full of regrets
Pull you down faster than a sunset
Hey, it happens to us all
When the cold hard rain just won't quit
And you can't see your way out of it
CHORUS
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Love, it weather any storm
Bring you back to being born again
oh, it's a helping hand when you need it most
A lighthouse shinning on the coast
That never goes dim
When your heart is full of doubt
And you think that there's no way out
CHORUS
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Like a river keeps on rolling
Like the north wind blowing
Don't it feel good knowing
Yeah
CHORUS
You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable
Love is unstoppale
So you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Love, love is unstoppable
Monday, March 1, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Running Up That Hill
It doesn't hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?
You *be running up that hill*
You and me *be running up that hill*
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...
You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There is thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, *be running up that hill*
You and me, *be running up that hill*
You and me won't be unhappy.
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building,
If I only could, oh...
'C'mon, baby, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience, oh...'
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems
Sunday, February 21, 2010
My Struggle
Dear Bloggie,
I'm so grateful to God Almighty because I have more chances to post up weekly blog entries. Something happened, and I will not forget this day and I will take it as a good lesson and experience in the future.
We often heard of people in TV telling how did they faced death situations and death itself. Split seconds decisions were made and they survived one legged on the ground with another still stepping beyond the border of afterlife. I faced death myself, again today.
Najib invited me and few of my closest friends over his house for lunch over at Kuala Kubu Baru, Selangor. On our way there there was a river. Most of the part I remembered was shallow and wasn't deep. It was hard to move around because the stones underneath were sharp and there were too many of them. So I assumed this would be a safe normal soaking in the water trip for me, until then.
Faiq, Baha, Lee, and Faisal were enjoying themselves, having their adrenaline rushed in their heads, jumping into the deep part of the river from higher grounds. I was taking their pictures. When they had their turns a few times, I was challenged to jumped as well. I wasn't very sure about the challenge. At first, I wasn't convinced that I was able to do it until Fandi, who is like me, couldn't swim as well jumped and he was ok. To add more, I was guaranteed by the lifeguards down there who was waiting for me to jumped.
I jumped. I landed well. I wasn't hurt, but I didn't managed to hold my breath for too long. I couldn't feel anything underneath the water like I always used to when I soaked myself in the shallow river. I panicked. I tried to float myself like what Baha taught me earlier, but I got panicked even more because I couldn't turned my body facing upwards.
I tried to grab anything I can. I could tell there were hands and bodies that tried to pull me across and push me upwards. I tried very hard to response but I lost their grabs. I began to float in the middle of the the river and deeper into the water. I was drowned.
I couldn't catch any breath so I tried to hold myself. There was a time I thought my face was already on the surface of the water and I tried to breathe, but all I sucked into my throat, nostrils and lungs were water. I panicked even more.
I wasn't afraid of death, honestly, but it was hard when I needed air to breathe. I was helpless for moments. I began to lose hope and giving myself up. I had flashbacks of myself; how I grew up around my parents and siblings, my family and my close friends, the days I had as a teenager and as a growing adult. Ironically, I even thought of Diana. I knew I was smiling when I thought of them, and I stopped moving. Since then, I thought of what would happened after death and what's going to happen to my body, how will it be written in the papers and will it be broadcast on Bulettin Utama. I actually thought of that all in split seconds rather than thinking of how to survive.
I opened my eyes to get my last view because I thought at that point, it was going to be the last time I would see anything. Everything under the water was so clear. I saw the damned stones underneath the water and floating leaves on the surface. I was hoping to see some fishes but that wasn't going to happened. What kind of fish would swim there?
I saw light. I was the sun. Immediately I thought of Holy Spirit; the communion of Saints, the forgiveness of sins and the life everlasting. I want to live. I had so much energy left and I didn't notice myself. I began to struggle again. I tried to dive upwards to catch some air and I managed to, but I forgot how to float myself and thus I was going into the deep water again. I felt a push on my back and I knew there was a help. I did the right thing to not giving up, someone did try to get me back. It was Baha. He managed to push me to the side of the river and I could feel the ground. I quickly stepped on it and pushed myself. I slowly move myself onto the stones and sat on them. I was saved.
I was so thankful to the guys who tried to save me. I knew God hasn't give up on me. I am so grateful. I truly am.
So this was yet again another story of my life and death situation. My struggle to live yet another few decades ahead. It is hard to live our lives and yet so hard to die as well. People said a cat has seven lives, but I believe as of today that us humans, has a life that we cannot manage to throw away just like that. The effort to keep our candles of life to lit, the struggle throughout the days to live yet another day, the glory we all achieved as we managed to live for a long time.
This was my struggle. My next struggle, is to live and to become glorious.
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Jangin Agau
king of kings
pinned up - The King of Kings won his battle with The God of Sea, The Mighty Poseidon.
I'm so grateful to God Almighty because I have more chances to post up weekly blog entries. Something happened, and I will not forget this day and I will take it as a good lesson and experience in the future.
We often heard of people in TV telling how did they faced death situations and death itself. Split seconds decisions were made and they survived one legged on the ground with another still stepping beyond the border of afterlife. I faced death myself, again today.
Najib invited me and few of my closest friends over his house for lunch over at Kuala Kubu Baru, Selangor. On our way there there was a river. Most of the part I remembered was shallow and wasn't deep. It was hard to move around because the stones underneath were sharp and there were too many of them. So I assumed this would be a safe normal soaking in the water trip for me, until then.
Faiq, Baha, Lee, and Faisal were enjoying themselves, having their adrenaline rushed in their heads, jumping into the deep part of the river from higher grounds. I was taking their pictures. When they had their turns a few times, I was challenged to jumped as well. I wasn't very sure about the challenge. At first, I wasn't convinced that I was able to do it until Fandi, who is like me, couldn't swim as well jumped and he was ok. To add more, I was guaranteed by the lifeguards down there who was waiting for me to jumped.
I jumped. I landed well. I wasn't hurt, but I didn't managed to hold my breath for too long. I couldn't feel anything underneath the water like I always used to when I soaked myself in the shallow river. I panicked. I tried to float myself like what Baha taught me earlier, but I got panicked even more because I couldn't turned my body facing upwards.
I tried to grab anything I can. I could tell there were hands and bodies that tried to pull me across and push me upwards. I tried very hard to response but I lost their grabs. I began to float in the middle of the the river and deeper into the water. I was drowned.
I couldn't catch any breath so I tried to hold myself. There was a time I thought my face was already on the surface of the water and I tried to breathe, but all I sucked into my throat, nostrils and lungs were water. I panicked even more.
I wasn't afraid of death, honestly, but it was hard when I needed air to breathe. I was helpless for moments. I began to lose hope and giving myself up. I had flashbacks of myself; how I grew up around my parents and siblings, my family and my close friends, the days I had as a teenager and as a growing adult. Ironically, I even thought of Diana. I knew I was smiling when I thought of them, and I stopped moving. Since then, I thought of what would happened after death and what's going to happen to my body, how will it be written in the papers and will it be broadcast on Bulettin Utama. I actually thought of that all in split seconds rather than thinking of how to survive.
I opened my eyes to get my last view because I thought at that point, it was going to be the last time I would see anything. Everything under the water was so clear. I saw the damned stones underneath the water and floating leaves on the surface. I was hoping to see some fishes but that wasn't going to happened. What kind of fish would swim there?
I saw light. I was the sun. Immediately I thought of Holy Spirit; the communion of Saints, the forgiveness of sins and the life everlasting. I want to live. I had so much energy left and I didn't notice myself. I began to struggle again. I tried to dive upwards to catch some air and I managed to, but I forgot how to float myself and thus I was going into the deep water again. I felt a push on my back and I knew there was a help. I did the right thing to not giving up, someone did try to get me back. It was Baha. He managed to push me to the side of the river and I could feel the ground. I quickly stepped on it and pushed myself. I slowly move myself onto the stones and sat on them. I was saved.
I was so thankful to the guys who tried to save me. I knew God hasn't give up on me. I am so grateful. I truly am.
So this was yet again another story of my life and death situation. My struggle to live yet another few decades ahead. It is hard to live our lives and yet so hard to die as well. People said a cat has seven lives, but I believe as of today that us humans, has a life that we cannot manage to throw away just like that. The effort to keep our candles of life to lit, the struggle throughout the days to live yet another day, the glory we all achieved as we managed to live for a long time.
This was my struggle. My next struggle, is to live and to become glorious.
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Jangin Agau
king of kings
pinned up - The King of Kings won his battle with The God of Sea, The Mighty Poseidon.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Stuff that you want to do after graduate
First of all, 新年快了~~~!!!!!
So after my graduation day, first things first I would :-
1. Take piano lessons (lol)
2. Continue my karate ( 3rd dan requires you to travel to Japan )
3. Work
4. Earn Money
5. Enjoy life
6. 2 years later, take Master cert somewhere
7. Graduate from Masters a year and half later
8. Piano lessons again ( should I fail )
9. Travel
10. Enjoy life again
11. Work again
12. Work
13. Work
14. Earning
15. Still earning money
16. Earn my first USD$1 Million
17. Retire at the age 34
18. Enjoy for the rest of my life
:)))))))))))))
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Jangin
dvn, the king of kings
So after my graduation day, first things first I would :-
1. Take piano lessons (lol)
2. Continue my karate ( 3rd dan requires you to travel to Japan )
3. Work
4. Earn Money
5. Enjoy life
6. 2 years later, take Master cert somewhere
7. Graduate from Masters a year and half later
8. Piano lessons again ( should I fail )
9. Travel
10. Enjoy life again
11. Work again
12. Work
13. Work
14. Earning
15. Still earning money
16. Earn my first USD$1 Million
17. Retire at the age 34
18. Enjoy for the rest of my life
:)))))))))))))
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Jangin
dvn, the king of kings
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Couldn't Care Less
It's been 4 weeks or so since my last update. Been quite busy recently. Yep, going to classes and group meeting and stuff. Did a little bit of hang out here and there with friends. Typical college student life I suppose.
So I'm going post a new entry for today's blog of a story of a group of people.
So there was one time, a group of Undead from Undercity Multimedia Masterschool ; Ali, Sali, Abu, Shabu and Dadah planned to go out suddenly and they went to Orgrimmar. They wanted to eat some Gnome Fresh Baked Bread Meat and after that watch a movie called "For The Hordes". The Undead didn't want any of them to be left out so they did asked around for their other Undead friends to join their hangout. Another Undead, Gelap, responded and wanted to join but he said he would be late. He was at Gnomeregan hunting for more Gnome for his family. So the 5 were cool with it, so they waited over in the Orgrimmar while waiting for Gelap who was on his way to Orgrimmar from Gnomeregan.
Gelap did sent messages through the mailbox system to Shabu and he gave a number to contact if there is anything else. Shabu saved the number, and showed the message he received to the rest of the dudes for some reason they weren't sure of but they dig it anyway. So the 5 of them went over to visit the Troll Hunter Trainer for some entertainment ; shooting off some nasty raged Gnomes. Moments later, Gelap called and asked Ali where are they. He was at the wrong place.
"Where are you all?"
"We're over at the Trolls"
"You sure? Because I can't seem to find you people"
"We're not people and you sure you're at the right place, Orgrimmar?"
"Damn no wonder I see Humans walking all over the places, this is Stormwind. I'll catch up with you Undeads in a bit"
And so Gelap said he was at the wrong place to meet up and raced himself towards Orgrimmar.
The Undeads couldn't wait any longer. Gelap was late for at least 4 hours. They tried to contact him with the number he sent earlier, but it turned out to be his sister's number, not his. They also tried to called his number and to no avail. So the patient-less Undeads went into the cinema for the movie they wanted to watch. 30 minutes later after the movie started, Gelap called Ali, again.
"Where are you all?" he asked.
"We're in the cinema already. You're too late and the movie was gonna start"
"I see. We're friends no more"
"Alright see ya later"
And so after they finished the movie they went down the stairs and saw Gelap walking upwards against their direction. They laughed at him as a friendly gesture. Sali and Dadah we're talking about something until they noticed Gelap was already walking towards the upper floor heading towards their direction.
"So where are you guys going to do after this?"
"I don't know just hanging around and head back I guess" Sali answered
"This sucks. Bunch of trashes," he murmured and he walked away.
They next day itself, Gelap was hanging out in Dadah's room. Sali went down to see Dadah and he noticed Gelap was casting some voodoo shaman practice.
"Hey Gelap, what's cooking?" he asked. Gelap couldn't care less about the greeting. Immediately he showed his Undead middle finger to Sali. He couldn't care less about it either because he knew this might happened.
And so the silent treatment continues between both parties. For some reason, Gelap still hang out with Dadah. He did mentioned to another Undead about no going to anywhere if Ali, Sali, Abu and Shabu were to join but he was ok if Dadah's tagging along. Maybe he was picking the person who will be the least to pick on him, or maybe he has no where else to turn to Dadah.
From what I see from this situation, I see no one is right. Maybe he thinks the 5 of them were wrong because they didn't wait for him to join up. Maybe those Undeads think Gelap was wrong because they already waited from him all day long and ruined their plan, who knows? Some think that he was being an egomaniac and expects them to come over and apologize. Apologize on? Maybe the Undeads didn't thought of how hard it was for him to get caught up in the traffic, Barrens and Durotar do have a narrow bridge for thousands of Horde faction races to cross over.
But it all comes down to ignorance and tolerance. Ignorance is a bliss everyone does that and it was proven (hello?). Being tolerant towards something and cool with whatever it is will not gonna ruin everything.
They were cool with it, unlike someone.
----------------
So that wraps up today's entry. I just heard a friend of mine had dropped himself out of the University because he needs a change of environment. He had this weird commitment towards a facebook game called Mafia Wars. He didn't go to class nor did he hang out with his friends in the campus. He did, but he seldom does that, near to never. He's busy hit listing players online but he didn't realized that in reality, he hit listed himself. He's now in Kuching, Cosmo Point so I heard from his roommate.
I bid you good luck my friend. I wish you all the success and God bless.
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Bryan
king of kings
So I'm going post a new entry for today's blog of a story of a group of people.
So there was one time, a group of Undead from Undercity Multimedia Masterschool ; Ali, Sali, Abu, Shabu and Dadah planned to go out suddenly and they went to Orgrimmar. They wanted to eat some Gnome Fresh Baked Bread Meat and after that watch a movie called "For The Hordes". The Undead didn't want any of them to be left out so they did asked around for their other Undead friends to join their hangout. Another Undead, Gelap, responded and wanted to join but he said he would be late. He was at Gnomeregan hunting for more Gnome for his family. So the 5 were cool with it, so they waited over in the Orgrimmar while waiting for Gelap who was on his way to Orgrimmar from Gnomeregan.
Gelap did sent messages through the mailbox system to Shabu and he gave a number to contact if there is anything else. Shabu saved the number, and showed the message he received to the rest of the dudes for some reason they weren't sure of but they dig it anyway. So the 5 of them went over to visit the Troll Hunter Trainer for some entertainment ; shooting off some nasty raged Gnomes. Moments later, Gelap called and asked Ali where are they. He was at the wrong place.
"Where are you all?"
"We're over at the Trolls"
"You sure? Because I can't seem to find you people"
"We're not people and you sure you're at the right place, Orgrimmar?"
"Damn no wonder I see Humans walking all over the places, this is Stormwind. I'll catch up with you Undeads in a bit"
And so Gelap said he was at the wrong place to meet up and raced himself towards Orgrimmar.
The Undeads couldn't wait any longer. Gelap was late for at least 4 hours. They tried to contact him with the number he sent earlier, but it turned out to be his sister's number, not his. They also tried to called his number and to no avail. So the patient-less Undeads went into the cinema for the movie they wanted to watch. 30 minutes later after the movie started, Gelap called Ali, again.
"Where are you all?" he asked.
"We're in the cinema already. You're too late and the movie was gonna start"
"I see. We're friends no more"
"Alright see ya later"
And so after they finished the movie they went down the stairs and saw Gelap walking upwards against their direction. They laughed at him as a friendly gesture. Sali and Dadah we're talking about something until they noticed Gelap was already walking towards the upper floor heading towards their direction.
"So where are you guys going to do after this?"
"I don't know just hanging around and head back I guess" Sali answered
"This sucks. Bunch of trashes," he murmured and he walked away.
They next day itself, Gelap was hanging out in Dadah's room. Sali went down to see Dadah and he noticed Gelap was casting some voodoo shaman practice.
"Hey Gelap, what's cooking?" he asked. Gelap couldn't care less about the greeting. Immediately he showed his Undead middle finger to Sali. He couldn't care less about it either because he knew this might happened.
And so the silent treatment continues between both parties. For some reason, Gelap still hang out with Dadah. He did mentioned to another Undead about no going to anywhere if Ali, Sali, Abu and Shabu were to join but he was ok if Dadah's tagging along. Maybe he was picking the person who will be the least to pick on him, or maybe he has no where else to turn to Dadah.
From what I see from this situation, I see no one is right. Maybe he thinks the 5 of them were wrong because they didn't wait for him to join up. Maybe those Undeads think Gelap was wrong because they already waited from him all day long and ruined their plan, who knows? Some think that he was being an egomaniac and expects them to come over and apologize. Apologize on? Maybe the Undeads didn't thought of how hard it was for him to get caught up in the traffic, Barrens and Durotar do have a narrow bridge for thousands of Horde faction races to cross over.
But it all comes down to ignorance and tolerance. Ignorance is a bliss everyone does that and it was proven (hello?). Being tolerant towards something and cool with whatever it is will not gonna ruin everything.
They were cool with it, unlike someone.
----------------
So that wraps up today's entry. I just heard a friend of mine had dropped himself out of the University because he needs a change of environment. He had this weird commitment towards a facebook game called Mafia Wars. He didn't go to class nor did he hang out with his friends in the campus. He did, but he seldom does that, near to never. He's busy hit listing players online but he didn't realized that in reality, he hit listed himself. He's now in Kuching, Cosmo Point so I heard from his roommate.
I bid you good luck my friend. I wish you all the success and God bless.
Yours Sincerely,
Daniel Bryan
king of kings
Monday, January 18, 2010
Back in Cyber, AGAIN!
HI IM BACK IN CYBERJAYA~~~! :(
Sure it was fun back in hometown, with family around me and hanging out with my parents, watching football and tennis with my dad, talking to my mom, everything was cool.
Coming back here.. is just not really fun anymore. Last time, I always looking forward to come back to campus because there were lotsa fun and no restrictions at all to do anything. But now that I realize that I'm gonna miss them, it's really a sad thing to leave home. Guess I'm going to call back more often now to see what's going on back there. God bless them and with much love!
Went to church in the morning before I catch my flight. The Bishop was late and he said he didn't know his schedule and he was ready to enjoy his breakfast, kolo mee I guess? Bad bad Bishop. Then after the gospel, we all had to endure his boring speech, even my dad was kinda pissed and shrugged, sitting down restless while bishop was trying to make joke but he doesn't have the talent to be a stand up comedian. Bad enough, we finished the mass at about 9am, an hour late than scheduled normally, but it's ok Bishop, we all are good Roman Catholics. Spending our time to God Almighty and praying to him with faith and belief was worth more than anything else in the world.
Picked up my mom from the hospital, she had a night duty. Then went straight to have our breakfast. I had two bowls of my favorite kolo mee, but it wasn't enough really. My dad's friend who he met coincidentally there boasted about another friend of his can finished up 10 bowls at one go. You gotta be kidding uncle, I can do twice as much as he did :)) I had sushi for 5 person myself, and 10 little bowls of kolo mee aren't really much of a challenge, I mean, SERIOUSLY?? And then we head back home, took a leak, pick up the bags and went to the airport.
After I hugged my parents, went into the security for checks. I left my cellphone and my wallet. I wasn't surprised, I knew I'll left something behind. It wasn't the first time. I've my camera and PSP in LCCT twice. My parents we're a bit surprised of what happened and they came to the security counter and asked what's going on. My dad point at his head and looked at me, telling me how dumb that was. Vintage Papa. It was his usual comical reaction.
In the flight itself I was a bit surprised that there was a hot air stewardess. Hot stewardess on the plane serving you orange juice and meals, yep that was normal. What abnormal about the air stewardess I'm referring to is that she had a male voice. I was shocked. Really. I didn't know MAS hired a transsexual. Did they? No of course they didn't! But it does destroys the image in my head that she was gonna greet me with her mature yet beautiful voice just like she is, but.. my goodness. The good thing was I didn't see a tube stood up hanging between her legs underneath her garments. Thank God. I was lucky I went to church before the flight. God is indeed the greatest of all.
So here I am in my room, updating the blog. It's good to meet up with my friends who I usually hang out with, the group who I call Barisan Kerajaan. These are the guys that go out having meals together, do nonsense and pwns nabs in the game. Yes we do. DotA we pros that leads a group of 5 with the greatest combos in college, CS1.6 we have "a" commander that calls out the strats and headshots people in-game, and we all play World of Warcraft with different class, against all odd together.
But in the end, I felt sad leaving behind what I love most : my family.
Happy Birthday to my niece Ivy Simon ( uran ), she just turned 12. I'll send you your birthday present but don't expect anything fancy. Just another present that is appropriate for your age and I'll promise you, you gonna love it very much! :)
Yours Truly,
Daniel Jangin
king of kings
Sure it was fun back in hometown, with family around me and hanging out with my parents, watching football and tennis with my dad, talking to my mom, everything was cool.
Coming back here.. is just not really fun anymore. Last time, I always looking forward to come back to campus because there were lotsa fun and no restrictions at all to do anything. But now that I realize that I'm gonna miss them, it's really a sad thing to leave home. Guess I'm going to call back more often now to see what's going on back there. God bless them and with much love!
Went to church in the morning before I catch my flight. The Bishop was late and he said he didn't know his schedule and he was ready to enjoy his breakfast, kolo mee I guess? Bad bad Bishop. Then after the gospel, we all had to endure his boring speech, even my dad was kinda pissed and shrugged, sitting down restless while bishop was trying to make joke but he doesn't have the talent to be a stand up comedian. Bad enough, we finished the mass at about 9am, an hour late than scheduled normally, but it's ok Bishop, we all are good Roman Catholics. Spending our time to God Almighty and praying to him with faith and belief was worth more than anything else in the world.
Picked up my mom from the hospital, she had a night duty. Then went straight to have our breakfast. I had two bowls of my favorite kolo mee, but it wasn't enough really. My dad's friend who he met coincidentally there boasted about another friend of his can finished up 10 bowls at one go. You gotta be kidding uncle, I can do twice as much as he did :)) I had sushi for 5 person myself, and 10 little bowls of kolo mee aren't really much of a challenge, I mean, SERIOUSLY?? And then we head back home, took a leak, pick up the bags and went to the airport.
After I hugged my parents, went into the security for checks. I left my cellphone and my wallet. I wasn't surprised, I knew I'll left something behind. It wasn't the first time. I've my camera and PSP in LCCT twice. My parents we're a bit surprised of what happened and they came to the security counter and asked what's going on. My dad point at his head and looked at me, telling me how dumb that was. Vintage Papa. It was his usual comical reaction.
In the flight itself I was a bit surprised that there was a hot air stewardess. Hot stewardess on the plane serving you orange juice and meals, yep that was normal. What abnormal about the air stewardess I'm referring to is that she had a male voice. I was shocked. Really. I didn't know MAS hired a transsexual. Did they? No of course they didn't! But it does destroys the image in my head that she was gonna greet me with her mature yet beautiful voice just like she is, but.. my goodness. The good thing was I didn't see a tube stood up hanging between her legs underneath her garments. Thank God. I was lucky I went to church before the flight. God is indeed the greatest of all.
So here I am in my room, updating the blog. It's good to meet up with my friends who I usually hang out with, the group who I call Barisan Kerajaan. These are the guys that go out having meals together, do nonsense and pwns nabs in the game. Yes we do. DotA we pros that leads a group of 5 with the greatest combos in college, CS1.6 we have "a" commander that calls out the strats and headshots people in-game, and we all play World of Warcraft with different class, against all odd together.
But in the end, I felt sad leaving behind what I love most : my family.
Happy Birthday to my niece Ivy Simon ( uran ), she just turned 12. I'll send you your birthday present but don't expect anything fancy. Just another present that is appropriate for your age and I'll promise you, you gonna love it very much! :)
Yours Truly,
Daniel Jangin
king of kings
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Long Urun Trip
Currently in Sarawak =]
When I first touched down on the land where I was born and raised, to much of my anger, my pc is not functioning properly. I found out that my graphic card is already smashed to smithereens and keep looping on the ati2dvng.exe error. Right now, I'm suffering from an all the time lacking of virtual memory, no photoshop tool, no high performance graphic and RAM, no good, home pc.
Few days ago I was at my (dad's) kampung, where I thought it would be the worst place to spent my semester break. The last time I visited, I hated the place so much. Why?
1. No television
2. No phone reception
3. Mosquitoes
4. No computer
5. No internet lines, wifi, etc.
6. Nothing
I was 15 that time and I must say that I didn't like the environment at all. But after a night stay, I changed my thoughts immediately.
The people there, most of them are related to me, knows me for who I am. It took me a few seconds to remember who were they (i haven't met most of them for years!), I am so sorry :p
It was fun; I didn't have problems with mosquitoes though my mother was being such a nuisance when she asked me to stay in the room when I don't have anything to do (she was worried about me get bitten by the mosquitoes and get malaria and dengue) where obviously I had things then I want to do; chat with my cousins and my nieces, nephews, uncles and aunties. Not to forget the elders who stays in the kampung.
There were 2 separate wedding ceremonies, my cousins'. I was able to snapped a few pictures of the event. I've also witness my nieces performed ngajat (traditional Sarawak Dance) and they were lousy at it :)) everyone who watched the performance laughed at them and they were obviously laughing at themselves while dancing.
When I was on my way back, I was thinking to myself that if I'm gonna stay in the West and work there, I'm gonna have leave behind my wonderful family and my heritages. I'm currently a student in MMU Cyberjaya and study there for 4 years already and I must admit, I've adapted myself to their open culture. I've also speak like them, but that's not really a trouble aye? I've forgot about who I was, where were I'm from.
Most of the 4 years I spent, I didn't go to church and receive my weekly Sacrament of Eucharist. I cannot blame the distance of the church I know from my campus, because as what the priest told me last time, I must have the effort to go there. Call myself a good catholic :))))
I'll definitely gonna miss the place. It was so much fun.
Lets go back again for Gawai =P
Yours Truly,
Daniel Jangin
king of kings
edit : will post up pictures, very soon. This pc sucks.
When I first touched down on the land where I was born and raised, to much of my anger, my pc is not functioning properly. I found out that my graphic card is already smashed to smithereens and keep looping on the ati2dvng.exe error. Right now, I'm suffering from an all the time lacking of virtual memory, no photoshop tool, no high performance graphic and RAM, no good, home pc.
Few days ago I was at my (dad's) kampung, where I thought it would be the worst place to spent my semester break. The last time I visited, I hated the place so much. Why?
1. No television
2. No phone reception
3. Mosquitoes
4. No computer
5. No internet lines, wifi, etc.
6. Nothing
I was 15 that time and I must say that I didn't like the environment at all. But after a night stay, I changed my thoughts immediately.
The people there, most of them are related to me, knows me for who I am. It took me a few seconds to remember who were they (i haven't met most of them for years!), I am so sorry :p
It was fun; I didn't have problems with mosquitoes though my mother was being such a nuisance when she asked me to stay in the room when I don't have anything to do (she was worried about me get bitten by the mosquitoes and get malaria and dengue) where obviously I had things then I want to do; chat with my cousins and my nieces, nephews, uncles and aunties. Not to forget the elders who stays in the kampung.
There were 2 separate wedding ceremonies, my cousins'. I was able to snapped a few pictures of the event. I've also witness my nieces performed ngajat (traditional Sarawak Dance) and they were lousy at it :)) everyone who watched the performance laughed at them and they were obviously laughing at themselves while dancing.
When I was on my way back, I was thinking to myself that if I'm gonna stay in the West and work there, I'm gonna have leave behind my wonderful family and my heritages. I'm currently a student in MMU Cyberjaya and study there for 4 years already and I must admit, I've adapted myself to their open culture. I've also speak like them, but that's not really a trouble aye? I've forgot about who I was, where were I'm from.
Most of the 4 years I spent, I didn't go to church and receive my weekly Sacrament of Eucharist. I cannot blame the distance of the church I know from my campus, because as what the priest told me last time, I must have the effort to go there. Call myself a good catholic :))))
I'll definitely gonna miss the place. It was so much fun.
Lets go back again for Gawai =P
Yours Truly,
Daniel Jangin
king of kings
edit : will post up pictures, very soon. This pc sucks.
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