Doubted. Dissappointed.

Nothing much today. Nothing interesting. Woke up earlier today in the morning for Sunday Mass at St. Joseph Carmalite Chapel. After church we went back home instead of going for the usual breakfast right away nearby the fish market. We decided to have breakfast together with my sister and Erwan and we went to some Malay restaurant. After that, we went to e-Mart for grocery shopping.

Pina and Erwan will be going back to Kedah tomorrow together with their 4 months old son. I doubt I will see them anytime sooner. Hope things will be great ahead of them in the future :)

These are the main points for my blog today ;

I've thought so many things today, don't know why so many things suddenly ran through my mind. I didn't speak much today. Most of the time I kept quiet. Maybe because I know that, even though I talk, no one here would actually believe me or even bothers me. Whenever I talk to my parents, they would sit and stand still pretend that they didn't listen to anything, macam tiang or sort of. Even better, my dad clearly told me in front of my mom while he was driving that nobody would actually listen or believe in me again ever because according to what he said, I've lied to them so much already.

I don't bother actually. I've given up the hope that they will trust and believe to whatever I said and told them. I know myself best and they are people out there that trust me and believe on what I will tell them. I'm quite disappointed actually, my own father and my mother saying such thing. How could they doubt their own son? But never mind. There are more than 5 billion people around the globe, these are just two people.. I don't want to bother already.. they can say what ever they want as I know myself the best. Even better, it's good to save my breathe and voice to those who will listen to me and believe in me.

I wonder how will they treat me in the future.

Major changes in 2 years 6 months

I can't believe this.




This is me as dated on the picture.




This is me with Diana in Comic Fiesta last month ( my latest picture )


Goodness. I didn't know extra 10 kilograms would bring so much difference. O_o

The end of second semester of 2008 / 2009 in MMU Cyberjaya

Ahh...towards another end of the semester. Going home to Sarawak again, which is a good thing because I'm going back home. Meeting up with my parents and my sister, my brother in law, and I'm about to welcome my new family blood related, Dani, my nephew which is my sister's son.

Leaving things behind me in Cyberjaya here are my friends who have been my greatest company in my college. All the fun and hu-has that I'm going to miss with them for weeks, wait I'm not missing anything because each one of us are going through different path. Feels like I'm going to graduate and not being able to see them again, but I'm glad that I'm not yet graduated, which is something I don't think I should say.. ^___^""" of course I want to graduate! I want to leave college life and start to run my own business, my job, and my family. This year I'm 22 years old. Another step towards the adult life. Going through some hard and rough spices of life, being able to withstand all the pressure from work and managed to break everything with my own ability. Earn money and respect in the society and global humanity. Who wouldn't want to have all that? Unless that certain individual wants to be a nobody and sits at a corner begging for money instead of looking for a job to work, or he/she already gained all the wealth that inherited from his/her folks.

The hardest part for me when I leave Cyberjaya is my darling who is staying in Subang, Selangor, studying ADP Science Psychology and Communications ( correct me if im wrong baby )and she is about to start her semester this coming Tuesday. I'm so sad that I couldn't brought her along with me.. I wish I can pack her inside my bag and whenever I need her ( I always do ) I would just have to take her out from my luggage and snuggle on her, hug her, comfort her as well as myself and do all the lovey dovey stuff together in out own space... It's very hurtful so see her go in a car drove away by her dad who earlier sent me back to hostel from her place after a two nights stay over. I'm so glad that she is willing to wait for me for 3 weeks like she always did before this. May we have the strength to be strong while waiting time to passed before us and our love will be stronger than ever.

I love you Diana Shannon Tho Wai Yin aka silverpyro. I will see you again when I'm back to start my semester in 3 weeks. I hope you do have a good life with your family and your friends in college. Don't forget to brush your teeth and wash your face every morning.. don't forget to apply the tonic every night.. and spend your money accordingly on your budget and needs.. take care of mummy daddy and mun. Send my regards to them as well.


Love,
Daniel Bryan Jangin Agau
Yours Truly Baby Bubu Daniew =3


ps : I'll always meet u up online :3

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