Stress

Imagine 5 assignments to submit in a week..

I simply can't imagine myself like this..I need time to do all. Maybe I should take things slowly instead of taking 5 subjects per semester..maybe I should register 4 subjects instead. I registered 5 and I dropped one, which is Computer Modeling. I just did like few minutes ago via online. I simply can't take the stress...

And I'm really scared that I would fail this semester and get terminated. I don't want that to happened even though I got 2 chances after the termination before I got booted out.

But I need to finish my course fast and get over with all this. My mother is working hard to support my studies, dad retired already. They expect me to grade in 2010 but I'll be graduating on 2011 since I've been dropping 2 subjects and didnt register one last year. I've have to finish all subjects before entering gamma because that is the requirement for delta year to get myself into the internship work.

How I wish I could get a loan so I won't bother my parents financially and I don't have to worry about my daily expenses. RM500 per month from my mom is not enough since I have to deal with assignment printouts, meals, mounting boards, spray mount etcetcetc. I would have to eat instant noodles to cut the costs for my meals just for the sake of the assignment expenses.

How I wish I got the time to work to earn some money for myself.

Thinking of all these, my head is exploding...I need to get out of this. I can't quit. I have to get myself through all this.

God bless me, Your son..show me the right path, for You are the Almighty One.