What happened today... ?

God bless Lim Goh Tong may he rest in peace.

Erm woke up early today thanks to my sayang ( =P ) who called me this morning just to wake me up. Love her voice on the phone <3

Just when my mood were all good my pc buat hal. I tried to boot it but I got no respond. It was okay last night and it was totally dead the next day. So I spent like don't know how many hours to fix it -.- stupid computer. Wasting my time only. My other computer also cannot online I lagi frustrated lor.. today really no luck eh. My credit also the balance number not nice. RM1.44. It sounds like "want die die" in chinese >__<

And tonight I experienced something new


Yep jealousy and it sucks.


I actually never did experienced jealousy though, until a couple or hours ago? Never thought jealousy could be very frustrating and it bothers me every single seconds. Wahahahaha funny in a way too, because I never got jealous with my ex (sorry bitches but I know you girls loveeeeeee my moneh $$$$$$$$) even though I did loved them (and my late gf never make me jealous=P) . Maybe this time I love "her" even more than I loved them? Hmm... it's makes "her" so special to me ;)


shanny dear I love you~

Alpha Year Flashback!

Had a few shots of martini last night thanks to my frustration. Now I'm okay already. =P and so lets review on 2006/2007 MMU Cyberjaya days!!

I forgot edi what was the exact date I registered myself there. So I was all alone got nothing to do in the room ( my roommate went out and stayed with his family outside ). Lets skip 4 days later.

My very first class : Design Fundamental 1.

I looked around me, and it feels like I just got myself downgraded from Form 5 to Form 4 because most of them were at least 2 years younger than me. Hmm but I guess age doesn't matter when it is about friendship?

The pic below is the very first gang I met. Faiq has been my best bud ever sinced then.


And for some reason they (we) called themselves (ourselves) PROPEL which I found it, funny. I met Poey 4 days later, and the very first hang out we (with me around) did was at Alamanda. Forgot edi what did we do there.

And so we did crazy stuffs together~ pic roll


got some more pic but malas want to upload d =p

And what is life in MMU Cyberjaya without any LAN party???

I'm so glad that people here play Counter Strike 1.6 and DotA in hostel it's just so great.




I've met some crazy bastards also from CS. The first person I've ever met was actually my neighbor in hostel, using the nick ld/kai. And since then he has been the one that I've always talk with and share stuffs (personal troubles etc etc etc). Another one is SyaitaN, now renamed himself as musang in the new server. This guy... one word to describe : crazy. Then I met baa. He was the nasi lemak delivery boy that time. He was soft spoken (lol) when I first met him and after a while like, 4-5 days later(?) he began to show his real self to me and so he did!!!!

After I met baa, I've met a few players and most of them are pro themselves. The likes of Megaboom, Din, Acad,(he didnt know I was watching him playing) Kapten, Lomak, Nizam, Sapik "tolanic" K.E., dmL, and um the guys that I've met this year during Ramadhan season. You guys know who you are ;)

No pics of you guys were taken =p

Erm.. I guess that was it that I remember.

A Love Letter To You

You know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh
And I can't sing
I'm finding it hard
To do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew

What I'm going through
I just can't smile without you


If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

I love you, but I'm not there now.

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Cultural Shocked.

My very first update hahahaha :D

It was pretty hot today, I got all sweaty and bathed like 3 times in 2 hours. Drank about 4 liters of water. But it got hotter when a friend of mine told me about cyber sex, which some would call it, cybering.

I thought cybering was just a process of reading, go through some texts and sentences while masturbating, and so where's the fun of the real thing? I mean, who doesn't want to have sex with your lover, on the bed and having her right in front of your eyes, flesh and bone, no tucks or silicone, she's touch, smell, sight, taste and sound? Why would someone stroke his dick right in front of his PC and cums on the monitor while IMing with his female cyber partner?

But it was kinda different -.- I don't know how to describe, but it was kinda, rather a weird experience. I didn't go through the process of cybering, but she sent me a .txt file of her and her cyber partner. I don't know if I should say it was fun but, it made my face went all red, blushed and feels even warmer.

And before anyone asks, I will not send you the file she gave me.

But it was good lol.

First Blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After 14 years old of my age in the Internet, deevon finally makes a blog for himself!!!!!!1111

What's there to post? Nothing much... but I'll keep it update =P