Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Unlucky Streak
Dear 26th February - 16 March 2011,
Thank you for all the bad luck that fell upon me. Of all the things you brought on me, it's always the money issue that I have to struggle. I had everything now on set, now that my computer broke down again, this time it's the processor which is not cheap to be exact. I have to replace this one and gotta spend another RM300, are you kidding me?
There's a lot of stuff going on in my head now. Instead of getting encouragement from someone I expected to give me so, I received criticisms of being "useless" despite what I have done for all the times when we had fun. Thank you. I didn't expect that really. I was in a state of shocked and awe for 96 seconds before I responded with, nothing.
For the past 3 years I've depended on my family to support me financially. Though it was not much, but it was adequate for me to budget myself on some stuff. Now that I took the decision to support myself, earning cash is definitely not easy as a student. First of all, I'm a final year student struggling on his final year project, which also means more RM needed to spent. Here's the list of budget expenditure that I need for the project :
1. Two LED 24" monitor, RM556 each
2. HD 16.5 Webcam, RM115
3. Booth that needs to be work on, expected to be RM300
Total out everything that I need on this = RM1527
Apart from that all, I need to pay my fees, which is bout RM3500 this semester. So total out everything on I need to earn exactly RM5027 on my studies only.
Now that my computer is totally out of service, I need to use my laptop given by my brother to do my work in slow motion. Not to mention that I highly doubt if I could even work it out since I need good processing speed to do my work.
With all the difficulties I'm facing now, I'm working so hard just to look for extra cash to fund myself. I don't want to be a burden to my mother since she's working hard to pay everything over at home and there's really not enough for me alone. That's another reason why I took the decision to support myself.
Whatever hurdles there are in front of me, I'm sure there is a way out of it. I've made up my mind; I'm going against all odds. I don't want to hope nor will I say I wish. I'm going to work my way up, my style.
Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings.
Thank you for all the bad luck that fell upon me. Of all the things you brought on me, it's always the money issue that I have to struggle. I had everything now on set, now that my computer broke down again, this time it's the processor which is not cheap to be exact. I have to replace this one and gotta spend another RM300, are you kidding me?
There's a lot of stuff going on in my head now. Instead of getting encouragement from someone I expected to give me so, I received criticisms of being "useless" despite what I have done for all the times when we had fun. Thank you. I didn't expect that really. I was in a state of shocked and awe for 96 seconds before I responded with, nothing.
For the past 3 years I've depended on my family to support me financially. Though it was not much, but it was adequate for me to budget myself on some stuff. Now that I took the decision to support myself, earning cash is definitely not easy as a student. First of all, I'm a final year student struggling on his final year project, which also means more RM needed to spent. Here's the list of budget expenditure that I need for the project :
1. Two LED 24" monitor, RM556 each
2. HD 16.5 Webcam, RM115
3. Booth that needs to be work on, expected to be RM300
Total out everything that I need on this = RM1527
Apart from that all, I need to pay my fees, which is bout RM3500 this semester. So total out everything on I need to earn exactly RM5027 on my studies only.
Now that my computer is totally out of service, I need to use my laptop given by my brother to do my work in slow motion. Not to mention that I highly doubt if I could even work it out since I need good processing speed to do my work.
With all the difficulties I'm facing now, I'm working so hard just to look for extra cash to fund myself. I don't want to be a burden to my mother since she's working hard to pay everything over at home and there's really not enough for me alone. That's another reason why I took the decision to support myself.
Whatever hurdles there are in front of me, I'm sure there is a way out of it. I've made up my mind; I'm going against all odds. I don't want to hope nor will I say I wish. I'm going to work my way up, my style.
Yours Sincerely,
dvn
king of kings.
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