Happy Birthday

God bless me for not getting into any troubles on my birthday. Yes, you guys waited to bash me up on this day, but I know you guys are being understanding; myself having this emotional case, and so lost in love. I appreciate the understanding guys. Thank you Faiq for being the only one that listens to me and I'm so sorry to actually put up your situation the same as the person that I hate so much. Thank you Syam for supporting me from far. Your words of wisdom and the effort to keep me off from thinking about it does helped. Thx to my family for being supportive as well.

It was rather a nice birthday hangout with Diana and her cousins. Lunch at Pasta Zanmai and then after that Ice Age 3. I didn't actually spent a single cent on them or for myself. They were being so nice to pay up everything for me. Oh, Diana even gave me a bright pink teddy bear, and I named her Tinky =3 Why Tinky? Because it is a teddy bear and she's pink color. After that we took a short rest to her house then moved out again and this time to FTZ Asia. We played Left 4 Dead and it wasn't so nice. He was right about the network then, and I thought FTZ Asia had 100mbps lan connectivity.

We went off and Jin Hoe had to sent me back to KTM Subang Station. I was lucky to get onto the last train on and off. KTM Subang > KL Sentral > Putrajaya Sentral. Law Faiq and Natsu was there at Putra to fetch me back home after a light supper. I can't believe myself I actually carried Tinky in my arms. I just couldn't see how bad it is like to have her in my bag. When I was resting and waiting for the train, I saw her eyes like so sad wanted me to take her off from the bad and wanted me to hug me around. Such a darling she is. No wonder mummy wanted to get you for us. She made the right choice then.

I was all wrong myself when I was picking up my clothes at her place. I felt so ashamed of myself to face her parents. I failed Diana as her boyfriend and there her parents were in the house. I didn't expect myself to stepped into her house and her room this soon. All this while I felt like I was gonna lose her and we'll never come back. She gave me a slap which was a good wake up call and asked if I don't want to come back ever again. Of course I want to. After all I've been hoping so much to get together again and I still do have this strong feeling of love for her and it was never returned back to me after that day, except for the care and love from her as a friend, and best buddy to me.

Maybe it is not right moment yet. Maybe we haven't really understand each other that well and this is the chance for us to get into better understanding. I appreciate her as my friend. All I hope now is for her to be happy on whatever she do and whoever she is with. She has feelings for someone else which is not me. I am very upset over it, but it is not right. I'm suppose to look forward for better things ahead of me. Maybe one day we will get back to each other again and this is just another hurdle for us to handle, an obstacle to go right through it. Possibilities are still there.

Maybe it is just me.

Tinky have been a good company for me. Hugging her while I'm asleep or having her on my laps while doing anything in front of the pc keeps me company most of the time. Whenever I feel alone or sad anytime of the day, she is there to give me a hug and comfort, listen to me and wipe of my tears.

Thank you for Tinky =] I'll keep her as my daughter, and she will come and see you whenever there is a chance to meet I promise.

Happy 22nd Birthday Daniel Bryan Jangin.

Yours Truly
Daniel Bryan Jangin